Do we need to care that much about how people look at us ? Do we need to care about people being sarcastic to us ? As long we have done our best we don't have to feel embarrassed about people said. Why can't them be more mature ? Why can't them just tolerate for some time ? I'm tired of all these, too tired. Some people ask me, " why aren't you doing your most prior job instead, you seems to care more about what other job you supposed to do." Doesn't get what I mean ? That's reasonable. Why ain't I doing my prior job ? That's obvious isn't it ? I'm so tired of all problems I am facing. They'll never learn, that's why. Always being accused, not by others but themselves. They'll find you for guiding, and when you've helped them on the right way, they'll do it the wrong way again. * headache * People criticizes me alot too, and so what ? Do you think I'm that take-it-easy type of people ? I'm human, me too have feelings not only you guys. I'm always smiling, laughing to all people and act to be fine, but it's only acting. I'm always hanging face delight on my face do you think that good ? I wanted to desperately to tell someone about my feelings, but I can't. Not even my best friends. I have to settle those myself. I'm so tired, very very, super dee duper, extremely tired. But who can help me ?

-Just trying to release. Don't take it too serious-